Sunday, 12 August 2012

And something else happened today.

I threw away my baccy, filters, rizlas and 2 of my lighters. It was a 12.5g pouch of Cutters and I had about 10g left, and I just threw it away. All of it. And the packets of rizlas were nearly full and the filter packet was new. And it all went in the bin.

Rob watched, and he saw that I threw it all away. And I don't know why I threw it all away, but now I want a fag and I want to get more but I know I can't, I can't go back into relapse and I cant give in.

I don't know, this is just all so hard to be happening at once. I don't know why I am posting this on Blogspot but I am. Because I am proud.

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