Monday, 13 August 2012

Tomorrow I am going to do something I have not done in so many years. And I feel that it is long overdue.

I will go out the house with what would be classed as 'minimal makeup' because I am sick and tired of being looked at for a whore. I know I am no saint, and I don't pretend to be, but when you have a history like I do and you are trying to over come it and guys are staring at you like they want their dick in your just gets to me. Don't get me wrong, it makes me feel a little bit better about myself when guys look at me, but I have a boyfriend whom I love and I just want to try and over come everything and guys being like that isn't helping me one bit.

And I don't want to make my blogspot a 'rant page', but I am just tired of being the sexual object of every guys desire. They will never see me again for heavens sake and I don't know.

So yeah, tomorrow is minimal makeup day. I will be working for 6 hours and I will still have makeup on but I will not put on as much as I usually do. Then lets see what happens.

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