Thursday, 20 June 2013

ME | Previously in my life #2

Hello my dears. Firstly an apology for not posting for a very long time. I feel bad, but I have had a lot going on and I just haven't had any time to be able to post. Things have been crazy for me, even though they may not sound it to you, but every day has been different and I have just had to take it as it comes.


Ben and I in the sun | drinks at Ben's house | made some cakes for the first time in a while | went to see Cats at Southampton's Mayflower Theatre | 2 years of IB art reduced to half a boot full | sorting out all my card making materials | our seats for Cats were amazing | our new kittens, Milo and Rosie | a #tbt of me | mother thinking she is funny | the first card I have made in over 4 years | and the male equiv | Kitty and I on holiday | all the revision hopefully paid off | choices for prom dress | Fathers Day meal

I can't remember whether I have posted a lot about the fact that I have finished the IB but yes I have now, I finished a month ago and it was the best day ever. Knowing I never had to do another lesson was just...relieving! Also I know I have posted about my holiday but I have recently got my new iPhone (yay!) so thought I would include that picture of Kitty and I when I made this collage.

Another big thing that is coming up in my life is my Leavers Ball, or for some Prom. It is 13 days away now and my dress arrived today (SEE BELOW!) I am in love with it and it couldn't have been more perfect! I have asked Ben to the prom and he has accepted so I cannot wait to spend the night with him and have the last dance together. It will be amazing to see everyone again, and hopefully have a good time!





This was also something else I did, another #tbt if you will. This is me when I started and when I left school. The worst years of my life happened between these two pictures and although I still have rough days now nothing will be as bad as those. My friends and family have helped me surivive, and if you had told me 6 months ago I would a) be alive, b) have finished the IB and c) be going to prom I would have told you to stop being stupid. It has been over 2 months since I last self harmed, and although I have gained nearly a stone back of what I lost before my exams I am in no rush to lose it again. I am happy being curvy and so does Ben. School was an awful time for me and I do not wish to ever have to relive those days, but here I am, in recovery, getting better, and moving on with my life with someone worthwhile. The scary thing is I can't believe I used to look like that! To me it doesn't look like me at all!

So yes, my life the past few weeks has been working nearly every day, and spending some time with Ben. I haven't been able to do reviews and such because I haven't had the money to get anything, but I do have a few posts up my sleeve that I know I want to do, just need to take some pictures and get it sorted.

I hope you are all fabulous. And don't forget, if you want to contact me in anyway, just use the links to the right or email me through the address. 

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  1. so nice to see a happy post - well done for finishing college! Your prom dress looks amazing - suits you so well!x

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    1. aha yes I know, I am going to start doing more fashion and beauty again soon once I get paid and can actually BUY things! thank you so much, I just fell in love with it when I saw it! x

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